I am Being conscious

Mar 10, 2010 | Dear Diary

Is there anything better than this? Is a question that I have currently found myself asking several times a day, during many different moments. The moment that currently brought it up for me is sitting on perfectly placed rocks that make a nice chair for me, less than...

I am Being a stand for you and who you want to be.

Mar 6, 2010 | Dear Diary, Favorites

I want to save the world. I want everyone to feel loved. I want everyone to know that they are perfect. We are all going to be okay. We don’t have to try so hard. We just have to be. We just have to follow our hearts and do what we want. We don’t need to be perfect,...

I am Being a hug for myself

Mar 5, 2010 | Dear Diary

I am lying on my stomach on the floor as I type the end of my last blog and I start laughing and lie my face down on the floor. The laughter turns into crying, then back to laughing, then sobbing. I love this moment. I don’t ever want to forget it as I lie with my...

I am Being with this energy through thick and thin

Mar 4, 2010 | Dear Diary

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night because of noises, my bladder, discomfort, etc and have this very strong feeling that someone is here in the room with me. It brings up fear immediately. Is there an intruder in my room? The feeling of another’s presence...

I am Being SUBJECT TO CHANGE

Mar 4, 2010 | Dear Diary

God. Just look at me now. Sitting on rocks watching seagulls. Sitting in perfect stillness. Me, who used to micro-manage a million things. Me, who used to move so fast that it was practically useless to offer me help as I would finish my part and then loop around to...

I am Being Enlightened

Mar 4, 2010 | Dear Diary

Is there anything better than just being yourself. Putting yourself all out there with no shame or guilt or fear? Just being!!! I type this into my twitter account as I take a bite of my deliciously sinful vegan gluten-free delivery pizza. I pause and look up in...