Mar 5, 2010 | Dear Diary
I am lying on my stomach on the floor as I type the end of my last blog and I start laughing and lie my face down on the floor. The laughter turns into crying, then back to laughing, then sobbing. I love this moment. I don’t ever want to forget it as I lie with my...
Mar 4, 2010 | Dear Diary
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night because of noises, my bladder, discomfort, etc and have this very strong feeling that someone is here in the room with me. It brings up fear immediately. Is there an intruder in my room? The feeling of another’s presence...
Mar 4, 2010 | Dear Diary
God. Just look at me now. Sitting on rocks watching seagulls. Sitting in perfect stillness. Me, who used to micro-manage a million things. Me, who used to move so fast that it was practically useless to offer me help as I would finish my part and then loop around to...
Mar 4, 2010 | Dear Diary
Is there anything better than just being yourself. Putting yourself all out there with no shame or guilt or fear? Just being!!! I type this into my twitter account as I take a bite of my deliciously sinful vegan gluten-free delivery pizza. I pause and look up in...
Mar 2, 2010 | Dear Diary
Saturday night I attended Jason Mraz’s Cord Progression fund raiser for Life Rolls On. I am sure you all know that I have worked for him for the last four years as a sound engineer, tour manager, and then joyologist. I never really wanted to go to the show. I had...
