Crap.  I want to do sooo much.  I am about to start crying as I type this.  Okay, tears are flowing.  I can tell this is going to be a let it all out post.  My tears do not need to be labeled.  They are merely happening, and I always find tears to be the most beautiful thing in the world (of course it wasn’t always like is, read here).  Tears symbolize so much.  A letting go, an accepting, but mostly feeling.  Feeling is happening.  How sad that I used to not allow feeling to happen, as if it was wrong.  Tears are not wrong.  Feeling is not wrong.

I want to do so much.  So much that I forget about it.  I get an idea and go with it or I make notes for it, and then another and then another.  I reach out and ask for how to’s on them all but at the same time I am having a zillion ideas after another. This past week I was reminded of a few (or many) that I had fallen asleep to.

I want to have my own TV show!  I will start first as a regular guest on a show!  I want to write books!  I will disappear and write!  I want to serve people one on one and truly hear them out and truly inspire them to see how amazing they are and what all they can make possible in their lives!  I want to reach more people and make it more affordable!  I will create webinars and eprograms!  I want to create daily easy fun inspiration!  I will create an iphone app and a merch line!  I want to lead workshops all over the world of so many formats; 2 hour, 3 days, 7 day beach retreats with yoga, and food, and talks.  I want to team up with other peeps doing similar things and amazing yoga teachers and create fun retreats and workshops.  I want to be a motivational speaker to teens and to prisons and to all!  I want everyone, EVERYONE, to believe in themselves.  Oh wait!  But, I really love what I originally created with my Joyology!  To tour, or be on a TV or film set or big production being the grounding go to, personal assistant of consciousness and love.  I want to live in New York!  I want to go to Italy!  I want to go back to California for a bit!  I want to be on tour!  I want to not answer to anyone and work as I please on my schedule!  I want to be a head hauncho’s right hand, heart and brain as constant service.

Whew..that is not even the half of it!  I do want to do, to be every single one of those things and more.  And guess what?  I can do it all.  It is all possible.   Seriously, all possible.  And, I don’t have to stress about any of it.  I don’t have to attach deadlines or expectations to any of it.  I am working on all of it, even when I fall asleep to one or more of these desires to serve, because I am constantly growing, constantly learning, constantly expanding on so many levels (including my pants line, with the Italian goods…taking that on this week, too).

Life is all interconnected.  Things, people, experiences from my past all make me who I am and that continues to continue.  This is one crazy world, and by crazy I mean amazing.  I never know where the next turn in my life, my next champion, my next inspiration may come from.  Someone can stumble upon me on twitter and can end up delivering right to my next step.  Living in real life and virtually life are such amazing things.  The person in line in front of me at the market or the person who recieves a Re-Tweet of one of my messages could change my life and it could change their life.

This is one crazy amazing world and while things may seem so far away and so yeah right, how am I going to get my own TV show?, it really is all possible.  We are all humans, and I believe we are all superhumans.

The moral of this rambling is…. Your dreams are all possible!  They are coming true right now, without you knowing it.  There is no definite time that they will come to fruition, just trust that they will and/or they are leading you to discover what your real dreams are.

BTW.  I share so much with you in all forms, because I want to show you that I am proof.  So many of my dreams have come true throughout my life, because I live as if they are truly possibly.  I don’t live in doubts.

Cheers from my Italian office.