Is it the unknown when I am fully diving in?  I was just thinking that I often dwell in the unknown, but what the hell does that mean, really?  I do know what I want, it is just not stuff that is super accessible, but you know what?  I am creating that it is super accessible, now!

My dreams are quite large and I am stepping into them.  I am not letting their size take power over me.  I know that if I fully commit myself to what I want, that I am unstoppable.  The only person that stops me, is myself.

I have not been doubting myself, but what I have been doing is offering myself up in mulitiple ways, not allowing myself time to really follow through with those big dreams.   Those dreams will always be there.  Those dreams have been there for a while already, but I allow other ideas to take precedence when what I really, really want are those dreams!  And I want them now!

Not any more.  This is what I want.  I am going for it.  I am committed to these dreams.  These dreams are now goals.  I am tightening the reigns on myself, instead of spreading myself out wide with all that I have to offer, I will commit to myself.  This does not mean that I am not available for anything else, but it means that I am putting what I really want first.

My name is Tricia Huffman, and I am now writing a book of my life.  For real.  I am putting myself on lock-down!