I am Being in my pain.

May 13, 2010 | Dear Diary

I am in so much pain. It hurts, I hurt, all over, inside and out. I want to kick and scream and cry!!!! I want to curl up in a ball and just sob my eyes out. What is this? Is it my fibromyalgia acting up? Is it soreness from yoga and running? What did this? Was it...

I am Being creator

May 10, 2010 | Dear Diary

Sometimes my heart feels so open that I really wonder if it is expanding.  I feel my breath circulating through my body, I feel the blood flow through my veins.  I feel my aliveness.I am overwhelmed with possibilities.  I am in love with all that life...

I am Being serene

May 1, 2010 | Dear Diary

It is 1:30am. My alarm is set for 6am. My body and mind are calm and serene. I am typing in bed, with my wet hair on my pillow. My legs are bent to act as a desk for my laptop. I can feel that the corners of my mouth are turned up. I hear the gentle crashing of the...

I am Being right here, right now

Apr 29, 2010 | Dear Diary

My walls are still bare. Once again, I am living in a space that I have not decorated at all. Is this my resistance to settle? I do want things on my walls, I do. I don’t know how. I was withholding from spending any money, so I want to blame my bare walls on...

I am Being available for change.

Apr 29, 2010 | Dear Diary

Today is a full moon.  It is the first day of my cleanse and mercury is in retrograde. I feel change on the rise.  Its one of those times when I would go completely change the color of my hair, do something bold, for all to see.  I am not going to...

I am Being Coachable

Apr 28, 2010 | Dear Diary

Today, I started the real cleanse part of my cleanse. I ordered Healthforce Nutritionals Level 3 Cleanse, because I love the company and their products. It is all stuff that I am familiar with and I know that they use the most high quality ingredients and processes....