I am Being Active

Feb 8, 2010 | Dear Diary

I just got up to pour myself some Mate and paused to do some stretching because I just feel so tight. I little cat and cow to start. I realized that I was just moving through the motions and not really feeling it or breathing. It brought me back to trying to open the...

I am Being an Adult

Feb 8, 2010 | Dear Diary

I am moved in!!!!! Well mostly. I ordered some furniture online, so even though it isn’t here I have picked it out and purchased it. Hopefully, I like it in person. If not I am sure I will find something else. I went to San Diego on Wednesday to collect what was left...

I am Being lost and found.

Feb 3, 2010 | Dear Diary

I am here. I am in Hermosa. My new home for now. I have yet to move into my place (1 more day!), but have been staying at my best friend’s who only lives one block away from where I will be. I did not even know that when I secured it. I went to see my place in...

I am Being Rejuvinated

Jan 29, 2010 | Dear Diary

I feel alive again! Inside and out. I don’t know if it is just that my physical health is back that is effecting me or what. I feel like a can take anything on. I know that life is perfect now and that what is coming is perfect and all that has happened is...

I am Being a Contender

Jan 27, 2010 | Dear Diary

I am an ache and pain and cold vessel. All week I have been singing to myself, “Two steps forward and two steps back.” Yes, the Paula Abdul hit song. My stomach/toilet/parasite problem is gone (to my knowledge), but I am now feeling the symptoms of a major...

I am Being free of what I “know”

Jan 23, 2010 | Dear Diary

I am quite aware that I am comfortable making requests, large and small, without much thought. I am always ready and open for a big fat “NO” to be handed back to me. Often, I have so many ideas that by the time a person even gets to an email with a request from me, I...